On judgement day I stand before you with my arms folded awaiting my verdict.
I have never been here before and I don’t know of anyone else that has either, so the experience is a first for me.
Sitting in front of me is a man in a grey suit holding a large book .He reads chapter after chapter of my life to me. Some I remember, others I do not.
I am guilty of hurting others when I didn’t know I had , I see their pain and tears and I am ashamed that i could do such a thing
I have also been shown the times that I have deliberately hurt people, the words and actions that I knew i was doing. I cannot say anything I hold my head down until i am asked the question
Do you forgive yourself for these actions?
I want to say no, but something inside me tells me to say yes. I have never admitted to my wrong doings before. I kept them hidden inside and buried. But today i have finally let them go and the man in front of me can see that I am genuine.
My fate has been decided and I will go to a realm within the universe that will teach me to be more tolerant of others, to accept that we are different and to learn to have more compassion. I will stay here for a very long time and it may be years and years before I move up to the next level.
You see where we go when we die is not decided by anyone but only us. The life we lead, the things we say and do and the people we help along the way